You've seen this in any teen movie

okay I just want to make this clear I'm not invisible but, I'm not top shit either. I've seen this in movies before and yeah it's pretty stereotypical but I thought if I could why not make my life like a teenage movie because it always seems to work out in the end for the main character in movies so why not... okay so maybe my logic is a bit flawed because honestly it's all just shit that never happens. I mean come on even "reality" television is a fucking joke were not keeping up with the kardashians were on our knees worshiping them and come on life can't even be that great for them I mean Kim got fat... I have nothing against heavy people like if it makes you happy do it. I would rather be happy with thunder thighs than beautiful and hate myself and my life. So on to the real stuff I am so fed up with high school. I don't hate everyone I just don't like a majority of the population and being a junior really sucks. Actually living at home sucks I can't wait to move out even being at home is like prison not that my family is super dysfunctional crack addicts it's just a prison and leaving is even worse... It's like a fucking interrogation I'm not a terrorist calm the fuck down. I can't wait till college honestly I can't wait to come back to my place shit faced drunk to the point where it's a struggle to get up the stairs and no one can say shit about it. So if anyone is reading this I'll ask the question, what makes you happy be it cigarettes, cocaine, sex, or booze what is it? believe me if it makes you happy then whats so "wrong" about it...